My (Hopefully) Simple Introduction 12/29/19

Dear world,

I have already explained who I am, but there is a part of me that would love to explain more of myself, open up to the people who will soon be reading through my thoughts.

Though I have no idea where I want to go in life all I know for now is that I love films and writing and this will allow me to bring both together. In the past year, I have written about numerous varying things from concerts I've attended to monologues for characters who will never become more than a name and a short backstory. I am guilty of writing letters to people, people who I don't know personally, people who are simply just fuel for a movie plot, even people who have left me. I write when I want to smile, when I feel my eyes get red and watery, when I feel like I can't breathe. It's almost as if I would take my dying breath to write out what I know I can't say.

My thoughts are something that can get ahold of me, something I get lost in and can sometimes find hard to escape from. I find that writing about that fact will make it less real, but I have trust in you as my reader to understand that I write what I think. The people who like what I write simply enjoy it because I can get personal, I will describe my emotions in a way that can be seen as overly descriptive yet enticing. That makes me sound cocky about what I write, but if I must be honest, it is one of the few things I find myself being confident in at times. There will always be people who think that what I write isn't good and is nothing but rubbish, but I like what I create and I find there is no point in not being proud of it.

The past few months specifically have been difficult on me in ways I find safe to not get into on something as public as this, but all you need to know is that they have been difficult. I have a feeling deep down that this blog will help me get better, give me a reason to write more and maybe even meet new people. Before this, there was someone in my life who I could talk about this passion with, they were a person who read my pieces and listened to me talk endlessly about whatever movies came to mind, the person who got me to quote movies rather than form my own sentences, who showed me the magical world of spider-man, swingers (the movie of course), rocky, her and more. This person may not be a big part of my life anymore, but they are secretly the reason I have continued with my writing when I truly thought I couldn't even pick up my pencil.

I believe this is the best point to put this entry to a stop, but know that this is not the last one. I look forward to providing you with endless entries, reviews and more to sustain all your movie article needs.

Now go have a magical day and I will try to do the same. :)

Go get em' tiger..

-Lucia